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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Saturday, April 14, 2012

Long time no post...

It has been a long, long. LONG emotional, draining, daunting week.

And the rest ahead probably wont get much better.

Monday was the trial...postponed.
Monday was validation for physical assessment....success.
Tuesday was first day of clinical, and a dreaded meeting...

The meeting was with the assistant of nursing school. To talk about the test bank situation. Mess.

Wednesday morning meeting with teacher and assistant to discuss punishment. The girls that turned them in immediately got nothing. Me? Automatic failure of third exam, with few points rewarded. My 84.5% dropped down to 71%. I have to miss less than 50 points else I fail. Me. I may fail a class due to being unaware of test banks and trusting the wrong person. Oiy. I have cried so much.

And tried praying about it. Letting God know me passing will be a miracle so I need his help. I would LOVE to still pass. Graduate on time and feel that satisfaction.

Thursday...class. saw my grade. 70% (what do you expect, falling asleep bc exhausted, upset with thoughts saying...you cannot do this, and not being able to focus and study). The kicker...it is a 35% due to the contract we had to sign. Mess. Heartbreak. Devestation. Feelings of defeat. Utter defeat.

I have left some things out. Probably something several followers are wondering! Have I tested yet? I told you I wasnt going to test until at least CD 35, didnt I? So get your panties out of a bunch and be patient (haha jk jk). I am CD34, so you have a few more days to wait. But I have a good feeling about this cycle, hope is soaring high!

Well I g2g for now. 20 minutes left on break and I want to catch a power cat nap lol

<3 Jess

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  1. LoryApril 14, 2012 at 7:53 PM

    I'm sorry about school. That doesn't seem fair that the other girls had no punishment and you did. You didn't know what you had.
    Praying so hard for a glaring sticky BFP this cycle <3

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