That's me. School is intense. I am SO tired. then other days it seems like a dream.
I am pretty sure I am going to have to retake this nursing class
I haven't thrown up since Monday
I talked to OB about doing another beta but she recommended just relaxing and waiting for u/s. And honestly...I was okay with it because I am too busy right now to be driving to get poked again.
So that is that. Forgive me for slacking until May 3rd when I will tell you if I think I failed or passed my class.
And then forgive me for the excessive dreamy (hopeful!) update that will come May 7th with my ultrasound.
I feel gross at the moment, bbs hurt occasionally, nausea happens. peeing happens. Some days I feel like OH my goodness! Am I really pregnant? I am really carrying a human life inside of me? Then other days I am distraught and hoping and praying that it doesn't make a bad turn of events like it has in the past.
*sigh* Life happens. I am stressed and trying not to overly stress. I am a dreamer, but trying not to day dream when I am working on school stuff.
I haven't been eating the best. Too busy. Too stressed.
My house is a mess. Too busy. Too much studying.
What an excuse, I know...
So far I still weigh 192 though!!
Ok I am done rambling. Back to studying.
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
good luck with your class!!!!
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