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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Monday, September 26, 2011

4 Days and counting

The urge to poas is getting greater and greater. The past day has brought upon a greater pain in my bbs...nipples hurt against bra, and sides hurt almost as bad.

I am super irritable. Residents were driving me nuts last night.

I am TIRED. Yesterday I slept eight and a half hours, then an hour later took a three hour nap. I have had headaches. A bloody nose. And on occasion cramping.

Basically I could be experiencing PMS overload thanks to Clomid or early pregnancy symptoms.

I start to think, This is it! Then I have to pinch myself and remind myself I think that more often then it actually is. The good thing is with progesterone as good as it is, I probably won't have to take prometrium. Can you say HALLELUAH! I can! =)

So 4 more days until test time. I am hoping for a BFP, dark and appearing instantly.

One week until KCC will be getting a call if RN letter isn't in the mail.

Keep me in your prayers, I am feeling optimistic. And full of hope. Worshiping God Sunday, reading scripture, and talking to God has really helped my spirit. I do get down, especially when I start to think about the past 14 months.

My prayer doodle could still come true by the way, and that makkes me smile.

You know what else makes me smile? Being told that they (the 1st shifft CNAs) missed me and Nichole this weekend. Long gone are the complaints about us. Muahahahaha....too bad it is because the other aids that work the hall are crappy. But seriously, the compliment made me smile inside! =)

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