It has been a weird day today. Sat in on a seminar on infertility treatments and diagnosis. Realized how not alone James and I are in this journey. Like in real life, not cyberland blogger friends that I cannot hug or eat ice cream with while I cry over the loss of babies and huge "blessing" of infertility I have (sigh) but real tangible people. None of which
Saw a man have a seizure and be taken away by ambulance, and his wife fighting back tears joke and say, "If you didn't want kids, you could have just told me". A woman who was going to be doing IUI with frozen donor sperm. Learned that IVF patients used to have to mix together their injectible meds themselves in their homes, thankfully now most come in dial pens (like for diabetes).
And then learned that IUI with clomid will cost us anywhere from 480 - 800 each try. Yikes! Too much going on in my head, homework will have to wait because I have to sleep...Family Court tomorrow.
Hopefully will officially have custody of M soon. They are taking away Uncle N's parental rights. And hopefully plopping his ass into prison.
All I know is life is crazy.
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
Sounds like it was a good seminar.
ReplyDeleteHope everything goes well in court, keep us posted.