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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Sunday, May 8, 2011

Not Questioning


Ok so I went to the Dr today to get my blood pressure check, it’s good now by the way in case you are curious. 114/70 thank you very much! Sometimes bodies just need a little help to work the way they are supposed to. Anyways, when at the Drs there were at least five pregnant women, at an ob/gyn I know, go figure! And I realized that is truly what I crave. The moments of questioning and doubting…I do not think they are from God. When I saw the ladies with the round bellies and thought about it, I immediately texted James, “There are so many pregnant ladies here, I cannot wait to be one of them!” I know it will all be worth it in the end. J

Update on reading my Bible…I’m currently jumping back and forth between Jeremiah and Romans. I slacked off yesterday and didn’t read. But I’m making up for it. Today I’ve read four chapters thus far. I am hoping to have some down time at work to read too. We’ll see! I did wake up earlier than intended though, I woke up at 530! That’s like a normal person not having to be to work til 9 and waking up at 430 in the morning. Cuckoo cachu! I am one crazy lady, that is for sure. I think I may need to go pack my lunch, and take a little snooze before work.

Love & God Bless
~ Jess

Written: May 6, 2011 @ 9:00 PM

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