Well this will be filled with tmi, just to forewarn you all. At work last night I had to go to the bathroom multiple times because I felt wet. Lots of creamy CM. And my heart JUMPED. last time this happened I was pregnant. Then this morning I had brown spotting, and that was it, even with checking my cervix. With the type of cramping I had had 2 nights before I thought for sure it was implantation spotting.
I got a little excited and told James about it, but said to be cautiously excited because it could just be my body being crazy and spotting could mean early AF. I was right-ish. I spotted red, deep red. Then it has stopped as of now. I got a little emotional. Took a pregnancy test just to see, and BFN. Now I'm contemplating trying progesterone supplements until we do clomid. I am fed up.
And I'll be honest, I took a progesterone just in case. And I'm calling the Dr in the morning. I'm sick of this.
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
I'm saying some prayers for you Jess!!
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