My Notes on TTC and Life: False Hope

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Thursday, June 30, 2011

False Hope

After work yesterday I drove to walmart and picked up a 2 pack of first response pregnancy tests. Within 2 minutes I didn't see a line upon 8 minutes there it was a second pink line. Took another test, another faint line. I called the ob and got a blood test.

The machine was broke that runs the tests for hCg and progesterone. Seriously. So I just called, and got my results. hCg 4.9, Progesterone 7.43. Too low on both counts for pregnancy. So I am thinking chemical miscarriage. Lovely. Trying not to be too down. I was crampy in the first place so I knew it couldn't be a good sign. And by the way progesterone is with me taking a couple pills today and occasionally during the 2ww.

But I am SO ready for AF to show up. Currently 2 days late. Blah.