A couple of things have gotten me truly thinking lately. James now says he would like to wait til next year to sign up for fostering. The couple we met with said they were thankful for their time of trying without success because it made them spend more time together. And a blog I just read talked about making sure to enjoy your husband, realizing that there is more than ttc and baby making. I think it may be our sign to just wait. If James says next year, he's probably right. Who knows maybe I'll get into the nursing program and all things ttc and foster care will end up on the back burner because I feel too busy.
I don't think it's a bad thing, makes me a little sad to think about waiting. But the best things are worth waiting for. I had to wait 3 years for James to propose. Another year to get married. I've been waiting two years (almost) already to have a child. So what is another year or two? I know I will have my bad days, but today in this sleepy moment...I am ok with it.
While I look forward to carrying a baby and fostering children, I am happy with just enjoying my husband for now. I think I'm going to be making a list to complete before we try clomid. Maybe I will do the same for Foster Care. OR maybe, just maybe, I will just wait on God. (you know I'm not very good at waiting sometimes... =) but like I said, the best things are worth waiting for).
♥ Jess
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
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