Still waiting for new cycle to star and crampy near both ovaries. Annoyed with my body. Annoyed with the fact that FR pregnancy test got my hopes up. annoyed that I allowed my hope to stir up in my chest enough to buy a cute onesie that has a picture of a drum set and says "noise maker" Which would definitely make James smile, but is now hidden. From both of our sites.
Annoyed and a little sad. But hopeful. After all, after my first chemical miscarriage in november we got pregnant with Sam. And we were able to see that little bean. So maybe with help of herbs or clomid next month I will get a positive test that will lead to a healthy pregnancy and healthy baby. If not, I might give up until done with school and go back to preventing. Feeling defeated.
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