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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Still Waiting


AF still hasn't showed. What the heck? So now I am like somewhere between trying not to get excited and being giddy. Even though if I am pregnant these cramps and spotting are not good signs.

I think my body is just crazy though because I ate at 130 and then now at 330 I feel shaky and kind of have a burst of energy like I've drank a red bull! Feel like I've got wings! Te he. Oh boy. Might be making a trip to the store to buy a test this morning if when I leave AF isn't here still. To test or not to test, that is the question. To not be sad when the test shows only one line...that is the debate.

On a side note, I saw a study that said Clomid doesn't increase your chance of ovarian cancer, having infertility does. LOL so much for avoiding Clomid. Made me excited to go on clomid yet sad at the fact that chances are higher regardless.

Anyways, back to work. Hope you all have a wonderful night. And hope I am able to give you good news next time I write. Either a BFP or AF has arrived.

♥ Jess

Update: AF still Mia so here's to hoping period starts while sleeping or I wont have one for say another 8 months or so.

Another update: BFN on First Response. So just get to wait for the old hag to rear her ugly head. UGH!!

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