Exam 1 & M Situation

I am pretty sure I failed.

Why?

I was pretty clear about my lack of studying. BUT I thought I did okay inspite of....

FALLING ASLEEP during the test. Several Times, mind you. It was so warm. Warm room = exhausted want to sleep right NOW Jessica.

No joke. Coughing and the bobbing of my head woke me up.

So I got at least 4 questions wrong due to sleepy delirium and the other ones due to lack of studying...the kicker? Almost all the answers I was in between the right one and the one I picked.

So next test, I have to kick ass. Because I AM passing this nursing class and a year from now I will be getting licensed as an LPN.

Oh and the M situation? Made me laugh a bit today. James and I had talked...and we decided that he could come back if he wanted this one time. All of his stuff isnt moved out and I was a mess over him moving out.

SO his teacher has been in contact with his Probation Officer. And guess what? He is amending M's probation term to include that he HAS to live with us for the rest of the duration of his probation. AND for the antisocial behavior last Friday (calling another student names on facebook during school hours) he is getting 2 consecutive weeks in jail. Starting today if he went to his probationary meeting. If not, there is a bench warrent out for his arrest on 2 accounts and he might get more time.

It made me laugh. Because he is stuck with us. And I will be beginning Power of a Praying Parent. If I am in the parental role I believe God will take my prayers as such. I so hope he will end up fixing his life. April will bring counseling appointments, insurance, full guardianship (or power of attourney) and finally a bed for M.

And if I end up being for sure pregnant with our rainbow baby...a renovation to the downstairs this summer so we can move M's bedroom.

Signs and Syptoms? Crampy still, exhausted during test, sore bbs and nips. Been pretty hungry, but also giving in to chocolate cravings (which makes me wonder if AF and evaps are playing a trick on me). Still constipated-ish, not going like usual.

So I am taking a test tonight if another faint line lovenox is getting injected and doctor office called in morning.

A good thing about M's 2 week "vacation" is that James and I have more alone time and this beginning part of potential pregnancy can be done without him in the house with all the beta draws. Because we havent decided if we will tell right away or wait. But that can be saved for another post regardlless of outcome this cycle.

(But please oh please God let this be it!!)