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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Life

Ok bullet point entry starts....NOW!


  • My dad is still in the hospital. Two blood clots in left lung. Swelling not going down in legs, currently have him on 2 different blood thinners. He had a poor reaction to heparin so they had to switch him to Argatroban and Coumadin. I think they are having issues getting his INR where they want it. I think I have found which parent I got the MTHFR from.
  • M is back living with us. He is acting like nothing happened and it kind of drives me crazy. I am trying to breath and relax but I am cranky.
  • I think my hormones are already acting up. I cried while watching Biggest Loser tonight. Because Newman's Dressing donated so many pounds of food. And I cried because I want to have a weight loss inspirational story to motivate others. 
  • I started getting EWCM CD14 (I caved and figured out where I was in my cycle). Today is CD17 and having major O pain. Thinking ovulation is near.
  • I still do not have my normal voice back. Drainage is still here, but not as bad. The Rhinocourt Aqua is doing it's job!!
  • I made it through today and yesterday without a nap (first time in a week!)
  • I have been horrid with exercise due to being sick.
  • I have been horrid with diet the past 3 days, partly hormones I think, partly because I can finally eat, but mostly because I wanted to eat the crap. By crap I mean: Okedoke popcorn, cheese puffs, sunchips, various (and too many) Girl Scout cookies, Chips Ahoy...etc, etc, etc...gross. I have felt groggy and now disgusting but still mowed down. Going over between 350-800 calories each of these 3 days.
  • If I lose weight in tomorrow's weigh in it will be a God thing.
  • Did I mention my O pain? I am ready for it to go away. It is from my Right side so it gives me hope, hopefully not false hope for a good ovulation.
OOOOH and guess what? I passed my last exam with an 88% which happens to be a wonderful B!! I am SO excited!! That gives me a pretty good cushion for passing the class.

♥ so sorry I have been a bad blogger friend lately. I have been SO busy!
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  1. LisaB/lisabttcMarch 28, 2012 at 6:14 AM

    Praying for your Dad - and you!
    I'm hoping your body is doing good things this cycle - it sounds like it!
    Great job on your last exam!! That's awesome!
    It's okay to have the yucky days with diet and exercise. I'm sure it will get better.
    Keep hanging in there - you are juggling things so well, considering how much you have going on.
    **HUGS**

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