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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Thursday, March 8, 2012

Waiting....

Have I mentioned how much I despise waiting to get your betas back? I will call later at work or in the morning. Because chances are I am going to be sleeping when my OB calls with results.

I have a busy week. Tonight class, then work. This afternoon I drove to M's school to give the principle the chance to document the texts in his phone about the "blow". Which btw we are undecided if he means, cocaine, K2 (spice), or zanies (crushed up zanex). Seriously, why cant kids be normal? Do band or something? Get high on the great experiences of life and silly times with friends. *sigh*

Anyways, tomorrow (friday), I have to work and call M's PO to see how his jail time and such are going. And attempt to make it to open lab to practice for validation. Nap in my car here I come. Lol

Saturday, I will be getting a second beta and working. I feel like we have something else going on as well...but cannot remember.

Then Monday is my first validation. And possible third beta.... Eeek.

Nervous and excited. Have had new "symptoms" but couuld all be in my head =P. I woke up early to pee. Then laid down and couldnt fall asleep even though I was exhausted because I was starving. Got nauseous a little bit (def could be in head). Nips/bbs still hurt. Cramps still here. Spotting still nonexistant.

Grow baby Grow!

I really cannot believe I got two lines on a test before 16dpo, that has NEVER happened for me. I am 13dpo today. 11dpo when I thought I first saw a smidge of a line.

I was naughty and skipped class so I could sleep some more. Now debating another nap or catch the end of class....?

Oh and I forgot something, please be praying for my dad he is in Ann Arbor right now in recovery from heart surgery. He is having a smidge of a rough time. I guess he tried riping all of his tubing out and they had to restrain him...

3 comments:

  1. I will be praying for your dad that his recovery goes well and he doesn't experience any more agitation.
    I am so excited for your beta number!! I will be stalking for the next post ;)

    Oh and i vote that you take another nap.

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  2. I know ladies...I am getting impatient as well. I am up to do a quiz then this girl is hitting the sack for a nap before work. zzz

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