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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Tuesday, March 6, 2012

I Caved...

...and POAS. I am 11dpo and tortured by the line where I am pretty certain is the antibody test strip spot for where the pretty pink line should be.

But evertime I talk myself into think there is a line there, there has been eventually and eventually it ends up being a chemical if it doesn't get darker.

I bought the 88 cent tests (three of them) from Wal-Mart. Hoping in the morning I either see nothing at all or a pink line. Because I want a drink tomorrow after class.

I have my test tomorrow and have accomplished very little for studying.

Before I go signs and symptoms: Major consipation, super tired, emotional, lots of headaches, lower BP (I know I have lost weight and have been talking about lowering dose...BUT every time I was pregnant it was normal range...and today in class my blood pressure was 98/60 when laying down. WTH? Later sitting up it was 110/70), and weird symptom...my right nipple/boob is way more sensitive than left. Flipping weird, I know. Left doesnt bother me too much...just weird.

So yeah that's that. 12dpo tomorrow and another test ready and waiting. 13dpo will be Thurs, 14dpo Friday, AF shoulld appear Saturday...and if she doesnt I am going to the store again to get a FRER and some cheapy blue line test. Because I am convinced for me they seem to have worked better when I was pregnant looking back.

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