Can I stand the wait. I am anxious. So tired of waiting to see if AF is going to show. Would love to be waiting for my little one to enter this world. I am continuing the OPK a day, and it is starting to have a darker line. Just like last month. I hope it means better news than last month though. Pregnancy tests are BFN so far. Blah. Waiting, waiting, waiting....*sigh*
Still a little crampy, nails are growing strong, and thinking maybe I have too much hope in this cycle.
We shall see...
♥ Jess
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- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
I am discouraged this cycle. I am pretty sure I ovulated on day 17. That is too late for my 28 day cycle so I refused to BD after day 17. I figure I would rather never get pregnant again than have another miscarriage! And I am going to talk to my doctor about a LP defect.
ReplyDeleteI'm really praying for good news for you!!!
I'm sorry Jill! Did you use OPKs? After 12 months of ttc I am still using them even though I know I ovulate between CD 16 and 18. But if I am not pregnant Clomid will surely bring on a whole different O date I am sure...
ReplyDeleteP.S. Did I mention I am praying that I do not have to use clomid and the months to come bring more joy than the past year has brought disappointment and sadness.
ReplyDeleteyes I used OPK's got a very dark line on day 16, but not as dark as the test line and it was my last test, so I ran to Target and they were all out except for the expensive ones!!! I took it as a sign from God to Chill out and let things happen. We shall see, day 19 now and my boobs are very sore but I feel like it's all in my head.
ReplyDeleteI'm afraid Clomid is going to be in my future :(
I would try vitex Jill, still use OPKs (order off the net! early-pregnancy-tests.com) and see if you can't get your LP longer. I usually spot starting between day 7-11 and I haven't seen but that smidge the one day. The link below I kind of went by until I realized I had close to enough B6 in my B complex.
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ALSO I read that Soy Isoflavones taken on days 3-7 or 5-9 work just like Clomid (I have debated about trying them, but if I can do clomid with James's go ahead and Dr says Ok...I've decided to just go with the meds!)
interesting, thanks for the link. I've never heard of vitex before. It would be something to try.
ReplyDeleteI want to get back into my doctor's office ASAP but now I hvae to wait for a referral to go through and I don't even want to go on vacation now :(
& to top it off my husband is mad I am already talking negatively about everything...I just can't help it!
Love you too<3 hang in there. I'm praying hard for you.
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