TMI

Might be tmi, especially if a male counterpart reads lol, but one tell tale sign for me of early miscarriage is major clots. I would have known it even if I hadn't gotten the BFP. We are talking quarter sized plus. And heavy freaking flow too.

I am doing okay, but might be mostly just focusing on work because I am on day 6 out of 7 in a row at the moment. And today I am functioning off of 2.5 hours of sleep. And I am doing good with lack of sleep for the moment too...I am sure the world will come crashing down when I have time to relax and just be.

I think change is in James and my future. Praying for God to make our directions clear and and full of peace that surpasses all understanding. So we are praying for positive change. Changes that will draw us closer to the path Christ wants us to travel on, and closer to each other.

Have a good day, right now as you are sleeping...I am winding down at work. A little over an hour and I am free to the wonderful world of sleep.

Update: I was curious so I looked up how early of a loss it was 5w4d I would have been. Again, around 6 weeks my baby dies. Stops growing. Stops thriving. And results in a loss. I am home feeling a little down, and feeling so tired my legs are tingling like I am drunk...needless to say the bed is calling my name. And my eye lids are getting heavy.

Hope you all have an awesome forth of july!