Today I am just feeling yucky. Back aches. Feel nasty because breaking out all over on face. And REALLY not wanting to go to class. To top it off, I had hopes of scheduling my yearly for later this month, a little past ovulation, so I could talk to my Dr about going on prometrium for the cycles before we try clomid. Nope she doesn't have an opening for a yearly until August 11th. Great. Blah. So a nurse is calling me about my blood pressure refill, and to chat about clomid. I may also ask about prometrium for the cycles before clomid and have her ask my Dr about that also while we are at it.
Random, but I have been wondering if my back has been achey because of vitex. I looked up symptoms and it wasn't one, but I have been achey ever since that and dandelion came into the picture. So now thinking I am only trying it this month, and maybe next month will try soy isoflavones. You take these just like you would clomid. So if she says to wait to talk face to face with Dr about clomid at yearly, I will be trying the soy next month (pending no BFP that is!).
Can I be honest? I am hopeful for another BFP this month. It was how Sam was conceived. And we at least got to see that little bean on the screen. Hoping that the vitex beefs up eggs and progesterone enough to conceive and hold on to the little poppy seed.
One awesome thing? I realized that I could schedule my blogs to post. SO.... last night when I couldn't sleep I blogged. A lot. All the way up to Blog Challenge Day 15 I believe. How awesome is that? Eeek! =D Hopefully I will finish it soon.
I am thinking tanning and exercise need to be in my near future. Because honestly if I do these 2 things eating healthy always seems to fall into place. It's like I get un-sad from tanning. Some major "I can do this!" endorphins from exercise. And then I eat less junk because I'm never as hungry (maybe it should be a sign that I usually eat because I'm bored?). I would LOVE to be under 180. But the sad thing about this is...trying to lose weight just to get pregnant means that you slowly get to see you body add more weight when you just struggled to get it off. Oh well, as long as I one day have a cute round belly with baby I couldn't care less.
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
Just found your blog on another blog that I follow. I love the name of your blog, wish I could have thought of something that meaningful for mine. Hope things go well for you, I have PCOS also and it is really hard to get thru knowing that it is never going to go away and they maybe the major reason I can not carry full-term. I hear you about tanning I always feel better about myself, but I am a stress eater and it is not helping my weight loss goal. Well it was nice meeting you.
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