Ok so I had in mind a post today about my little bean that I should have delivered by now. It's my due date, so happy birthday little bean. BUT last night was insane at work.
Residents climbing out of bed. Alarms going off for no apparent reason. One resident is depressed and said she wished Jesus would take her, that she would just die because of the pain. I got peed on. Oh and so did my phone. Fell out of my pocket and into the toilet.
Seriously. You can't make this stuff up. So I reached in, with a glove on, and got my phone. Figured the damage was already done so I rinsed it off with water in the sink, took off the cover and washed it. Then I proceeded to sanitize it before going to dry it off with a blow dryer. Currently it is a bag of rice, but totally NOT working. So now we have to file a claim that will cost us 99 buckeroos. Joy.
So today I have no baby and no smartphone. I have dreams of a child, James's old phone, and sadness because it is to hot to have timed intercourse one more time for a "What the heck?" attempt to conceive.
Oh boy....I am ready for life to lighten up a bit.
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
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