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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Thursday, July 14, 2011

Oh Harry!

I look forward to the movie tonight with a spring in my step and downcast feelings in my heart. It's like saying goodbye to a dear friend. One whom I have known for 12 years now. Half of my life.

I have tissues ready. I know there will be tears. I think today is an emotional day in general. I visited my old co-workers at the daycare. And got oh so many questions about how things were going with trying. And I told them all about our loss again. I know they are well asked questions, I know they will pray. But meanwhile I am feeling even more empty. I would have a baby that was due in 4 days. Four! Instead, I have had 3 losses. 3 times of excitement followed by utter sadness.

So while I cry for Harry, I think I will be crying for me too.

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2 comments:

  1. JillJuly 14, 2011 at 9:40 PM

    it just took me an hour to figure out who Harry was!! LOL. It wasn't until I saw people saying on facebook that they were going to see the movie too that it clicked!

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  2. JessJuly 15, 2011 at 9:38 PM

    Jill that is because you haven't watched the movies yet. You really should. You are missing out!

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