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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Saturday, August 20, 2011

Camping Expedition

First of all I have to tell you...it isn't James's family camping weekend without rain. And this weekend wasn't any exception. It down poured! But not on our parade. =)

We are spending tonight and then packing up tomorrow. I love camping but hate the packing and unpacking then packing again just to unpack (and wash things) when you get home.

The good: family time has been WONDERFUL! I love seeing the kids and all the siblings together.

The bad: mosquitoes!! (And rain...) they are HORRID!

The ugly: my emotions (and the cream to treat the bv is DISGUSTING!). I have been a ball of crazy inwardly. My nephew is growing up. It seriously made me tear up. Little niece who is one is getting too big too. She is so precious. And there I am...childless. talk about an inward pity party. Then my SIL invites people to come out....and I get annoyed because it is FAMILY time.

Oh, and she is also talking about trying OPKs because "their timing has to be off" Our timing has NEVER been off and 12 months later still no healthy pregnancy.

I'll be honest...I don't really want to be pregnant at the same time as her. BUT if that is what God has in plan...I will take it. As long as I get a healthy baby and not another loss. And to be honest...I really want to be pregnant before her. (God hear my cries).

Symptom spotting? Sore boobies. Headaches. Cramps. Emotional.

Anyways, I've got to go! Goodnight!

♥ Jess

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2 comments:

  1. angryuterusAugust 21, 2011 at 11:51 AM

    I hope you get the egg before she does! :)

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  2. browning2222August 21, 2011 at 10:12 PM

    I love to go camping but am like you, hate the packing and unpacking. But really like the relaxing in between.

    Hope this is your cycle. Fingers Crossed.

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