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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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All writing in this blog is unedited and 100% from what I am feeling at the time. By continuing to read it means that you will take my vents with a grain of salt. You will choose to not take offense. And most of all, if you know me in real life you will either choose to stop reading or keep the knowledge of this blog quiet, and privately allow me to know you are reading. I only share this information with close friends. I do not share this with facebook for a purpose: it is meant to be semi-private. Not "public" knowledge in the sense of the majority of those in real life knowing about it. If you can accept all that has been stated, sit back, grab a box of tissues, and be prepared to endure the rocky road of trying to conceive while trying to get out of the shadows of infertility.

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Friday, August 26, 2011

Imaginary Symptoms?

Can you make yourself think you have symptoms when you don't? The only reason I am pondering this is because this morning before eating breakfast I felt nauseated. Then I ate a granola bar and a cheese stick (we are out of eggs and milk). It passed.

I took a nap and then woke up kind of hungry. Was going to eat a smart one when I noticed my sister left pizza rolls...nom nom nom...So I ate them. And ice cream. 2 things that have never given me a tummy ache. (Healthy I know...at least it was low fat ice cream...) but now I feel like I could puke. Things smell funky too (did I mention my pee still is super smelly to me? Gross...)

So here I am lost in the 2ww. Am I pregnant, or am I a psycho TTC-er on her first month of Clomid with false hope?

Another peculiarity...I looked at how people are reaching my blog and it says, "Letters from my Heart blog" 4. 4 searches. I looked it up on google, page 15 it still hadn't come up. Thinking this weekend blog will be updated.

Anyways, I have to work tonight and Saturday. Then Sunday is nursery (probably my last time...have to put in resignation) and a bonfire in the evening. Busy weekend. James is going to a wedding Saturday, but I think I will probably sleep. Idk for sure yet...anywhoo I need to get groceries. And enough gas to hold me off til Wednesday. Budget it tight this month. We really need to get back to tithing. We really need to get back to going to a church. And reading our Bibles.

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