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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Monday, August 15, 2011

Positive OPK!! =)

I finally got my +OPK! Good thing today is our anniversary! We had a good morning together ;-) and then I made a HUGE breakfast. Pancakes, eggs, bacon, hash browns, and toast. I am STILL full. Afterwards I asked James where our dessert was, and he told me "I gave you that BEFORE breakfast!" Hahaha =)

Anyways, I am done divulging any information that could be classified as TMI. Now to hope for a quick and happy ending to my 2ww. I think ovulating a day early on our anniversary, on our first month of Clomid should foreshadow good things to come (so bring on the prayers and crossed fingers!)

Feeling hopeful and blessed today. In spite of the fact, that if I honestly stop and think about these last two years...they have been a hellish blessing (oxymoron I know...). From living with his parents (huge blessing financially but was tough on relationships and space...) to experiencing 3 miscarriages together. Then there was his car that broke down, and the little white car that thought she could (and still is per my knowledge). Fights, Laughter, Blessings, and Sorrow. Together we have made it through it all so far, so here is to a good blessing filled third year and beyond!

♥ Jess

P.S. Look at this beautiful positive OPK! Hopefully in a few weeks I will post another positive test that is this dark and b-e-a-U-tiful! =D




Update: Holy O pains! Must be a good egg hahaha it is my right ovary this time I think. Looking forward to progesterone test Sunday to let me know how good my level is! =) I know technically it will only be 5 or 6dpo, but the Dr was adamant about it being CD 21. I know better...and am considering asking to go to a Reproductive Endocrinologist (RE). But I don't have ANY infertility coverage, and I am not so sure I want to go down that route...ugh! Let's just hope this cycle works!










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