First it was hot flashes, now it is headache. So I am hot, sweaty, and tired because I woke up early because of headache. Yuck. I think I got six hours of sleep today. Bleck.
Now to shower and then try to nap before work I think.
Except one more thought. James asked me today when we start having our "appointments". I told him we were going to do every other day as soon as AF disappears. He asked if we were trying the save-up-for-3-5-days-before-O-day-to-have-more-swimmers idea. I told him I wanted to try every other at least this month on clomid. As he was leaving, he looked at me and said, "Jess, if it's not this time...I don't know what I will think." I reminded him that I said I would try it 3 months before we took a break. So here's to praying that we will get a healthy strong BFP within one of these months on clomid (and wouldn't it be wonderful if it was this month?!).
In case you are curious, if I got pregnant this month our EDD would be Monday May 7, 2012. Right around my little sister's birthday. If the next cycle we would be due beginning of June, and following cycle the beginning of July. Which would be okay for Jenny's wedding. =) I would have about two weeks of healing before having to make a grand appearance hehe jk jk. And that would mean I could have a drink, or two. And that my sister Stacey and Mom would be excited for baby sitting a little newborn for a night.
Okay back to reality. I haven't O'd yet this cycle...I need to stop dreaming!
♥ Jess
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
Yuck, the side effects suck. Especially in the summertime, with hot flashes. I hope this is the only cycle you need!! Fingers crossed!
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