Little Comments

Let's do Oreo cookie approach....good then bad then good.

Good. Friend at work tonight told me she would donate eggs to me if I needed. It was sweet of her. She said I deserve to be a mommy. But I probably will never do IVF because of the cost and our smaller income.

Bad. I was annoyed with someone saying, "I wish I could drink." She is pregnant. I wanted to say; "I wish I was pregnant so I couldn't drink. Matter of a fact I don't drink even when I would like to at times because of trying." Seriously rubbed me the wrong way.

Good. AF stopped. Finally! One more day for Clomid after today. Ready for no more hot flashes. Seriously, I feel like a crazy lady when others are cold and I am ready to step into a icy cold shower.

So there it is. My Oreo cookie. Lol

One more good before I go...soon the trying with commence. Every other day here we come. Kind of excite :) Hoping for wonderfully good outcome this month. A double blessing wouldn't be too bad either ;-) As long as friends and family would be willing to help out with babysitting during day. Here's to hoping I will need to have a list of go to babysitters in say...a little over 9 months! =)

Feet back on the ground, head out of the clouds.

God knows the desires of my heart. And James's heart. We are ready to be blessed to be called Mommy and Daddy. We are ready for late nights. Poopy diapers. More loads of laundry. More dishes to wash. More love to give.

I am ready for morning sickness. Might even make me excited at first. But here is to praying for a pregnancy that allows me to work up to delivery, or pretty darn close to it.

Jess