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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Staying

I am staying. If I choose to change my url that will be the biggest switch I will make.

I do have to tell you I tested again...thought I saw something...stupid ghost line again. No color.

Symptoms - holy hurting boobies. Worse than they have ever been today. TIREDNESS - I took two naps at work (on my breaks! lol) and still felt like a walking zombie. Seems that strong smelling urine has passed (thank goodness, I couldn't take it...it made me feel sick!). This morning when I hadn't ate I felt a little nauseous, but that has passed. I do have some cramping, and feel major bloated (thinking I look bloated too...not fun). Today my husband told me my boobs look, and I quote..."Puffy" I think what he means is they look swollen/bigger. I think I noticed a darker areola (was one of first things I noticed with second pregnancy...) but he didn't say anything about that...just the size.

AF is due the 30th. So I am 6 days before she expected to make her dreaded entrance.

On a side note - I exercised with James yesterday and we are both stinking sore. Got to love lunges and squats! lol Thinking about some yoga today to help stretch these achey muscles. When exercising James called me a wussy for going easier than I normally would (but I was watching my heart rate!! I didn't want it to get too high...)

Anyways, I hope all of you ladies have a wonderful day. Be looking for another update tomorrow. And a story of a fun board game everyone should own! (Along with some quite humorous stories...tehe)

♥ Jess

5 comments:

  1. AF is due for me on the 28th, and I'm having VERY similar symptoms! Do you know exactly which day you O'd??? (if its on your blog, sorry I'm scatter brained today.) WHAT if this is OUR cycle?!!!!! OK, had to say that once this month....just once!

    I'm so happy you're staying!!!!! Horray!

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  2. I O'd on CD 16. I hope it is both of our months!! =)

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  3. I've never heard of a "ghost line" I've taken many tests and got lots of BFN's there was never anything there...are you sure it isn't really a positive already?
    Your symptoms are SO promising!

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  4. take another test!!! i wanna know! you've got me antsy now! i'm so hopeful for you!

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  5. BFN stark white this morning...I call them ghost lines because you can tell where it is supposed to be, not evap because not obviously gray in color, but not BFP because not pink. Maybe I am crazy. Thinking Clomid is going to drive me nuts by the end of this journey.

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