AF has officially arrived. After my break down yesterday I haven't cried today. Thank goodness because it was a river of unquenchable tears last night.
Now trying to be optimistic, hsg will be done this cycle. And I am thinking a month free of opks and clomid is in order. I will get progesterone test done, but that is it.
Think I can do it? It may be tough. I might have to have James hide my left over opks. Or just move them out of bathroom so it would need to be a premeditated (haha) testing not on a whim.
I actually have new hope for this cycle. We shall see what it brings! Hopefully good news, like clear tubes, healthy uterus, and a strong healthy bfp and baby to soon follow.
I am on to being due in August, probably around the 11th or so. Around our anniversary (the 15th), that would be a good gift...don't you think? =)
If not September, October, November, you get the picture. I am purchasing the not pregnant bridesmaid dress. And if I get pregnant I will cross that bridge when it happens.
Best attitude I can have for the day. Cramps are starting up, reminding me of a failed month...BUT God's plan is not my plan, His ways are not my ways. Going to keep repeating that to myself.
On a side note, I really want to join the gym. Have to get Jamesy to approve though. Then my friend L and I could go together. We are thinking snap fitness so James and I could go when he gets out of work the days I don't work. But being busy season, I doubt he will want to join now.
I also have my eyes on the xbox 360 kinect...to have to move your body to play games sounds like a plan. Trying to resist at the moment because I care more about paying for the hsg more. Though it is on sale tomorrow at walmart, which as you probably know has layaway. Lol I might just do it...we shall see.
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