No phone call. No explanation. Magically it is there. And a weight is lifted off my shoulders (a HUGE weight mind you!). I had been thinking about what it would be like waiting ANOTHER year to start the program. (Update: just got a phone call when finishing this post. There was a glitch in the system when they upgraded it. I was one of a handful of people that got booted off the site and had to be re-added.)
THEN I hear a honk from outside. It is a vehicle I do not recognize. Upon getting closer I realize it is the mail lady. And then start leaping with joy inside as I remember my friend Crystal was sending me something in the mail today.
I quickly grab the mail from our mail lady (whom I now can say have officially met, and she seems pretty nice). And run inside to open my package. And this is what I find...
The monkey laughs when you squeeze it's toes. It is called tickle toes haha. I love it. When I opened it I started smiling and laughed quite a bit when I heard the giggling monkey.
Then I opened the card. And the water works started. Tears of joy and thanksgiving, tears of feeling blessed for having a friend that would send me such a gift and kind words.
The front of the card reads,
"Thinking of you at thanksgiving.
There are people who touch our lives in ways that they themselves don't even know."
And the inside?
"You're one of these special people."
With a special note.
The note made me cry.
Why?
The monkey has been prayed over by her, her sister, and her mom to help us conceive.
I texted Crystal, thanking her. And let her know, I now officially have my future child's first stuffed animal. When I am feeling down about waiting I can remember those who are praying for me simply by looking at the monkey. And if I am super sad, I can squeeze the toes to hear laughter to brighten my heart.
I am blessed.
On another note. Of other happenings in my life....
| Don't mind the messy hair, my nephew decided to play with it and frizzify any potential curls popping up. Also notice the swoopy bangs. Went long so I could decide later if I want them to go shorter. |
| My new hair cut about an inch or two taken off and added layers |
| This is what we installed last weekend and is heating our house. |
♥ Have a blessed Day! ♥
Jess

LOVE THE HAIR. Wish I had curly hair.
ReplyDeleteGoodness I am an emotional girl today, I started tearing up again when I was reading your post.
Glad to hear about the good news. God is really with you. I think things are starting to get better for you. Good luck my friend. Hugs and prayers for you...
ReplyDeleteLove your new 'do!! And how sweet of your friend! I'm happy that things are looking up for you!!
ReplyDeleteThanks ladies, the new cut is definitely nice! it is so much lighter and wonderful :-)
ReplyDeleteCrystal - I am an emotional girl lately too...darn progesterone!
Lady Bug - Thanks a bunch. ♥
Lisa - back at ya friend!