I have decided that I am going to go to a seminar at a Michigan infertility clinic. If I attend then I get a certificate for a free first initial consultation. I will then use this to talk about what my plan of action will be, and maybe, just maybe, we will go ahead with the reproductive endocrinologist sooner rather than later.
I have had waves of sadness hit me today. I might need to back off reading the blogs in which the writers are pregnant for a little while. It isn't anything against any of them...I just can't do it at the moment. I am thinking about taking a break from all things ttc, blogging included. But we shall see.
I took a long "nap" today. I laid down for my usual 3-4 hour nap for the night after working when I don't work that next night. Instead, I shut off my alarm and slept for 8 hours straight. 8 hours. I haven't slept that many hours straight in at least 3 months probably. I must have needed it. Because I am tired already. I probably won't sleep long tonight, but I will get to cuddle with my husband.
We have a busy morning tomorrow, so I sincerely hope that my cramps do not get worse than they are. I currently have popped my 800 ibuprofen in hopes to keep them at bay (ha! I know how bad they were last cycle). I have to say, these cramps are like when I was younger. So it makes me wonder if I was ovulating them and weight is the issue. I stopped getting these bad of cramps when I passed over probably 150-160lbs. I am 5'7" and currently weigh 200-205lbs.
I have been wanting to join the gym, and that thought makes me want to join even more.
Often things strike my heart and want to come bursting forth. They come spilling out onto the page, or computer screen. With ink filling pages or my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind going a million miles a minute, and my heart crying out to be heard. Here is where you’ll find those things, my little notes on life.
Little Bit About Me
- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
That's great about the seminar!! I hope you can get some answers and a great plan.
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about all the preggos. It can hit hard sometimes.
I can relate about the weight issue. Mine keeps going up and up. I blame TTC, hormones, and drugs. I'm going to try to work out, too.
Hugs!
I am glad that you are going to the seminar, maybe if you talk to a RE they will give you a little insight on what you could do/try. I wish you lots of luck.
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