Final Decision.

I vow not to test until I am within a day of my period coming, and if possible will wait until I am late.

Reasoning for this decision? Looking back I am usually 16dpo before I get a positive test. I had small hopes inside of me that I would find out sooner and it would mean a healthier pregnancy. I know that is ludacrious. So I need to stop giving myself heartache, and stop wasting money on stupid tests I pee on. Then throw away.and yes, that is my final decision. I would love to say no ifs, ands, or buts...but I am human. Though I do plan on trying my hardest to stick to this plan.

Symptom spotting? Still crampy, VERY VERY emotional (don't know if it is because I am tired from lack of sleep or hormones....but I teared up while watching Dog Whisperer...every episode pretty much. Not normal for me.) I couldn't sleep today. I woke up constantly during the few hours of the measely sleep I got. I slept for 1.5 hrs in am, then 330 to 420, 430 to 630 and 630 to 830. Needless to say, I am EXHAUSTED. So is sleeplessness a symptom...idk! But it can go awake at any minute.

I am breaking out like crazy, definitely is the progesterone (I think...) because I usually only breakout around ovulation and then slowly clear up. But the pimples are staying.

Ok done obsessing and off to work. Dreaded work. I have tomorrow night off at least, and plan on staying up late so I can sign up for classes! Wooohoo! =D

♥ Jess