I am only 1 or 2 dpo and I have to tell you I have been sneezing A LOT. I know for some women it is a sign of early pregnancy, but I wouldn't think it would be so early.
Crampy also. And I know clomid had to of worked because my nipples have been painful off and on. I am ready to be off the ttc journey.
Please God give me my BFP? Please. I feel like I am pleading. Praying and begging for your blessing, and for you to say yes. Kind of like a teenager trying to go to a party, or a child asking for a toy...they get upset when their parents say no. But it is worse, because I fear that you won't bless us. That you won't allow me to experience pregnancy. God it is so much more than instant gratification from seeing a BFP. It is seeing the baby grow via ultrasound. Getting to see my belly grow big and round. It is about getting to be a Mommy. Geting to be the one they run to with their boo boos. Being the one that can calm their tears. Being able to teach them about you and your son Jesus. Seeing them grow up. Seeing my husband finally get to take on the daddy role. Getting to have our first child. You know the desires of my heart. You can calm my anxious fears. You can bless us Lord, you know the plans for my future. And I am asking, knocking, and waiting for you to say yes.
I have a feeling this is going to be a long tww. Oy vay.
I said I wasnt going to obsess either this TWW. Im trying but its not working!! :( FX
ReplyDeletePrayers and baby dust to you!
ReplyDeleteThanks Ladies, I am hopeful but trying not to get hopes too high. *sigh*
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