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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Tuesday, October 25, 2011

The Learning Channel...

Sometimes isn't good for me to watch. Baby Story and Making Room for Multiples both make me cry. Yet I still continue to watch because the miracle of conceiving and delivery is so amazing.

The two episodes I watched today the couple had issues ttc. Both couples ended up doing injections matched with IUI. One couple had a single baby, and the other had triplets. Part of me wonders if we should go forward and find a RE that would assist with conceiving.

BUT I am praying we won't have to go to that next step. At least at this moment, if we need to for a future child I would 100% be okay because it would mean I would be done with school a better paying job.

Currently my cramps definitely remind me of AF. I am 6dpo. Tomorrow is the true test...did I ovulate well? Too bad how high the progesterone is can't tell you if you are pregnant or not.

I did get my hopes up, I decided to use an OPK to see where I was at with that. And it was at least half the shade of the control line. I can't wait to see if it gets darker. That was the first thing that clued me in on mmy last chemical. But this time I pray I will have a baby that wants to stick around to actually meet mommy.

So cramps, headaches, sneezing/tickle in nose, and being irritable are definitely my symptoms thus far. But it all seems too early, and makes me wonder if it boils down to clomid and allergies.

*sigh* I am so hopeful, and almost in the one week wait. I told ya this was going to be a very long tww.

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