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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Monday, October 3, 2011

New Script of Clomid

After not sleeping well last night, waking up at 630, calling the doctor, and waiting five hours before calling them again to assure I would at least make them think I had my prescription on CD 3, I got put on hold and then told to wait for the call. (wow long run on, sorry!)

Low and Behold...less than 2 minutes later, my phone rings. And my clomid is called in. Wow, that was SO hard. They were like, so you started your new cycle then? Uh yup, on CD 3 today. And with surprise and like...oh crap I wasn't going to call you today...."Oh cycle day 3 huh? I will make sure it will be ready by this evening." Yeah, thanks a lot. Same thing happened last month too. 

Except this time? I am waiting until tomorrow to go pick up the meds. And I will be doing them CD 4-8. Shhhh don't tell the doctor. She says she has better results on 3-7. BUT all I care about is having one baby, if we get two woohoo. Earlier in the cycle seems to induce more follicles. Later in the cycle (like 5-9) seems to produce 1 or 2 really good follicles. All I need is 1 or 2 GOOD ones, I have faith that James's swimmers can get there in time, especially with the instead cup giving them a little extra help staying up there. :-D

Anyways, today I feel like poo. I have cramps galore, still darn heavy AF, AND got a bloody nose that drained into my throat (can you say nasty?). So my tummy feels cruddy, I haven't showered (and don't plan on it until waking up from my nap), and the mail hasn't came yet today.

So I am still waiting to find out about the nursing program. I have attempted to prepare myself for whichever answer it is. If it is yes! It means this month may be the last we ttc for a long while. It also means I will be due midway/towards the end of my summer semester. I have faith I will be good, if not then the no answer will be implied if I have to wait a year. If it is a Nope, we will continue ttc while I retake my anatomy and physiology classes. If it is the later, at least it will be a good refresher. And I got an A and A- first time around, so I would think second time around will be a breeze too...we'll see. I just pray I get in by 2013 so I don't have to retake chemistry. The thought of that makes me shiver (math and chemistry definitely are NOT my favorite classes).

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