Money money money. Does anyone have a money tree? Seriously, things are super tight. Definitely was the grasshopper and not the ant this year.
I can't wait to one day be debt free, but at the moment it just isn't happening. We are getting a loan to get a pellet stove so supplement heat. Currently we have been using a little electric heater, and let me tell you...it has been the little engine that could. Definitely is doing it's job in the living room. It hasn't shut off though, and I am a little nervous to see our electric bill for next month (eeek).
Also, medical bills keep coming in. I am almost ready to be done ttc simply so the medical bills will stop coming. No joke. I paid $70 today, and have around another $200 to pay (maybe more...?). James wants a gun barrel. Which would be worth it if he gets a few deer this hunting season. I am praying it pays off. He is working his butt off most days so we can get a savings and his gun barrel.
I got a paper in the mail stating that next month starts me paying on student loans again, that is laughable. So I have to wait to sign up for classes and tell them I am signed up for classes starting in the spring. I have a feeling I am going to be sick of being on the phone with people.
I have to call the hospital's billing department to see if they can tell me the other fees for a hysterosalpingogram (hsg). The billing lady with my Ob's office said that the hsg itself is $105, but could be more depending on whatever else the hospital bills. SO in other words, the hsg test, not the radiology, or use of hospital costs $105. Ugh. We shall see I have to call our insurance company too, maybe they will be able to enlighten me.
On notes about ttc? I should be 3dpo today. BUT guess what? I had some ewcm today again. So James and I are just going to continue our every other day pattern until AF comes most likely. I am not using those OPKs, next month (if I don't get pregnant this month!) I will have to buy from the dollar store or early-pregnancy-tests.com again. Because these wondolfs I bought SUCK!
Anyways, I need to vacuum and sort through a few things before napping. *Sigh* I am hoping to get some overtime next week. The extra money is well needed. Even though I hate working a double.
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- Jess
- First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.
If you find a money tree can I have a branch?! puhhleassee!!! lol
ReplyDeleteI do understand your pain about the medical bills that keep coming in reguarding just TTC. I told DH the other day, these bills wouldnt be such a downer if we had a little one to show for it!
I will definitely let you have a branch. Maybe a sprout so you can grow your own. Lol hahaha. Oh boy, if only it could be in life! And I agree about the bills would be worth it all and less depressing if we had a baby to show for it.
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