October 15, 2011
My first rememberance day with babies in heaven. I have known that this day was sometime in the month of October for awhile. I don't know why we never "celebrated" (for lack of better word?) this day when we were younger.
My aunt lost her baby at 21 days old. Samantha Jo. She died of SIDS. Today I remember her, and my babies.
They are in heaven together. Abbi, Sam, and our angel baby #3 (no name...sorry sweetie...).
I meant to light my candle today, but James and I napped longer than expected and woke up at 8. But the candle was lit in my heart, with every day that I remember you. Every day, of every month.
See this day, it is day is designed for the mass of people to band together and support those who have lost their babies, for mothers and fathers to remember their babies. BUT it is overshadowed, today is also sweetest day. Such a hallmark holiday, couldn't they pick a different date?
I called into work tonight, my body decided it hated me this evening. I don't know if it was nerves thinking about all today symbolizes, my metformin working like it does for most people, or a little stomach bug. It was nice to spend the evening with James, we watched the Tigers lose to the Rangers (I had such hope for them!).
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