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First and foremost, I am a Christian woman: I love Jesus! In this blog you will find stories of trying to conceive with PCOS, MTHFR, Poor egg quality, a unicornuate uteterus, and too many babies in heaven. It is a good thing God is the ultimate healer! Here you will find praise! and you may also find venting (I'm not perfect...) and you will find other stories of my crazy life. All the while through this journey I am holding on to scripture & hoping to one day be a mother here on Earth (waiting on God & His perfect timing...why am I so impatient?) But in the meantime, here you will find me: Jessica, loving wife, hopeful heart of a mother, and faithful friend.

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Thursday, October 27, 2011

Tears

Tears of Joy

I couldn't hold back when they told me my progesterone number. I was estatic about the 25 last month. Well this month I am at 30.76!!!!!!! Holy Toots! I am oh so more hopeful and wishful for this cycle. I am cramping across abdomin still though...so who knows?

Tears from a movie

Ramona and Beezus. It made tears flow like crazy. Spoiler warning!! When Picky Picky died is when my tears flowed basically til the end of the movie offf and on. I thought about what it would be like burrying our pets. Brings tears to my eyes even now. =( also the little girl reminded me of my youngest sister. She has a large imagination like Ramona. It was a very cute movie and I highly reccomend it. I might even have to buy it.

I am about 7dpo today. (Probably 6 though...)

Sleep is calling me!
Goodnight!

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4 comments:

  1. browning2222October 27, 2011 at 9:27 AM

    So what day are you going to poas? I can not wait!

    I thought I was going to lose my dog porkchop last year and I was praying to god that I didn't want to lose him b/c he is my baby and is helping me get through IF. It was crazy but he was better the next day, it did make his face gray a lot more than it was but he has the same energy level. Not sure I can watch that movie, Marley and Me was bad enough.

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  2. JessOctober 27, 2011 at 12:10 PM

    Probably 4 more days. Around 10dpo. In a moment of insanity yesterday I did test and got bfn (no surprise...).

    I still haven't watched Marley and Me. Mostly because I know it will be a sob fest. And I know what you mean about your dog (porkchop...love the name!) Being what gets you through IF. Jack Jack does the same for us, and the cats, it makes the house less lonely.

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  3. Ashley's Journey In LifeOctober 27, 2011 at 12:38 PM

    ahhh!! YAY!!! cant wait until you start POAS! BFP vibes your way!! ♥

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  4. angryuterusOctober 27, 2011 at 6:43 PM

    Wow!! Congrats!! So you're going to test monday then? Good luck!

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